There is just the two of us, alone
You began to say that somenthing wasn’t enough
Is it me that answered it could last?
I began to act like a baby when that something wasn’t enough
[It could last] is it you that answered to me?
An insufficent person divided our two hearts
We was divided and born to made up
Even if it will took 1/5 centuries to meet you
Why do I am lonely?
[We already met] I said
It was you that answered it was sad?
[It's useless now] You said crying
That’s right, it was me who has hidden
The two of us were made like it wasn’t enough
I will stop to make up things, alone
There is only the two of us in this world
Wherever here what is colliding whit us?
There is just the two of us, alone
Something Hidden
There’s something in this world that no one has seen before
It is gentle and sweet
Maybe if it could be seen,
Everyone would fight over it
That’s why no one has ever seen it
The world hid it so that no one could get their hands on it easily
However, someday, someone will find it
The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it
Cruel Angel Thesis
Just like the cruel angel
Young boy, become a legend
Even as the tender wind knocks at the door to your heart
You merely look at me and smile
So intent on seeking out that gentle touch
Such innocent eyes,
Still oblivious of your destiny
But somedays,
You are sure to realize that upon your back
Are the wings to fly towards the distant future
The cruel angel thesis
Will soon take flight from the window
With a torrent of intense pathos,
If you are to betray our memories
You, who embrace the heaven and shine,
Young boy, become a legend
psi-missing
Be it the reason i live here
Or be everything i encountered here
Even if it were a different world
No matter where i am,
This feeling won’t be swayed
The pain from the heart getting pierced
That should be directed at those fortunate people with a smiling face
Turn your back on them
Fate beckons the obvious suffering
The trembling feet remember A certainly now
Dreams alone are not enough to protect
Such an unreliable power
I will now see for myself with these hands
No more hestitation
Eternal Outlaws
I thought i was innocent,
But i’m being punished
I didn’t start this,
But i have to finish it somehow
I can’t say i dont know about it,
But i don’t remember taking part in it
I get the feeling my freedom cost me dearly
But I don’t remember sellling my soul cheaply
Hey, hey…
Until I die and say goodbye
No one will ever catch me
You probably don’t know the eternal outlaws
Who wander the distant night
L’INVITATION A NOIR
No matter how big the world is,
There’s only one sky
When I’m separated from my precious person,
Looking up gives me courage
The path I’ve walked until today is now splitting in two
My tears are proof in my heart,
That we’ll meet again one day
Tommorow a new you will be born
Pass through the long night like the rising sun
The continuation of the dream,
Cast aside everything and open your arms
The future is always right before your eyes
I’ll always waiting for you to step ahead
In the world beyond the horizon that I cannot yet see
We will meet again…
I’ll Continue to Believe
I’ll continue to believe in my one and only feeling
I want to show you i can sill protect it within me
Despite all of my difficulties
I want to keep our promise
Since you are irreplaceable
In this world full of doubt
The answer still hasnt been found
Why can i still go on?
Its because reality is so much like a dream
And if i can change it with my own hands
I’ll continue to believe in my one and only feeling
I want to show you i can sill protect it within me
Despite all of my difficulties
For my irreplaceable someone
I swear to the sound of crashing waves
That i’ll continue running until i burn out
By surviving,
I can feel this promise i want to keep
Within your eternal love
promise of my dream
can i tell u?
in return, promise that you wont tell anyone about it?
lets make a pinky promise
you will swallow a thousand needles if you lie
the funny tales have already overlapped
show both the past and the future to me
i murder you gently and painlessly
forget your sorrows by replacing it with another word
ah, what did i just lost?
my memories started to rot away due to the string of sinful sounds
its imposible to atone for it
just memory of my dreams
i’ve disappeared from this world i desire
the prayers of people will always linger on
Last
Saat pertama aku mengenalmu
Mataku tidak tertuju padamu
Hatiku tidak terpikat olehmu
Hanya sekedar wangi semerbak
yang kemudian membuatku terpesona
aku…
mulai mendekatimu
dan kemudian wangimu semakin kuat
tatkala aku semakin mendekatimu
aku ingin mendekatimu
aku ingin mengenalmu
aku ingin memilikimu
aku ingin bermimpi tentangmu
tatkala terajut sudah setiap titian
benih itupun tumbuh bercabang
dua wangi yang muncul serentak
diiringi harumnya bunga-bunga yang beragam rupa
membuatku kehilangan aroma yang dulu ingin kumiliki
ketika aku teringat kembali wangi yang dulu hilang,
aku tidak menemukannya
meski sudah kucari ke setiap sisi dunia
kucari hingga tempat yang belum pernah ku singgahi
namun, setiap wangi yang ada hanyalah fana
kamu disitu, tapi ia tidak disitu
wangi yang ku nanti
harum yang ku cari
semua tak lagi ada…
sesaat, lalu hilang
tersenyum aku dalam buaiannya
sesaat, lalu pergi
merasakan kerinduan yang teramat sangat padamu
meski telah kucari dalam ribuan bunga
tidak kutemui harum yang serupa denganmu
membuatku bertanya,
apakah kamu benar ada?
Apakah yang dulu aku rasakan?
Jika hanya mimpi,
Aku ingin kembali bermimpi
Terlelap didalamnya
Meski tidak ada lagi hati
Meski tidak ada lagi harapan
Meski tidak ada lagi kebahagiaan
Hanya ada sedikit keinginan
Ada ataupun tiada
Menyimpan perasaan yang tidakkan terbuka
Hingga sampai padamu suatu berita
Meski saat itu,
Kamu tumbuh mekar mewangi
Di suatu taman nun jauh disana
God Knows
I run through with a thirsting heart
I’m sorry, I couldn’t do anything at all
Couldn’t even share your pain
You wouldn’t let me
to live innocently, I never look back
I turn my back and depart on the lonely rail
I’m gonna follow you through
No matter the pain,
Through the darkness of this world if I must
‘Cause you will be there to shine the way
Past the end of the future
Won’t let weakness breakdown my soul
My way, I will bring it all together now
GOD bless the two of us
You were there, I was there,
And everyone else had vanished…
I picture the beauty of this fading dream
while tracing over my scars
