Catatan si Khari

There is just the two of us, alone

kharisecario — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 01:41:21 +0000

You began to say that somenthing wasn’t enough
Is it me that answered it could last?
I began to act like a baby when that something wasn’t enough
[It could last] is it you that answered to me?

An insufficent person divided our two hearts
We was divided and born to made up
Even if it will took 1/5 centuries to meet you
Why do I am lonely?

[We already met] I said
It was you that answered it was sad?
[It's useless now] You said crying
That’s right, it was me who has hidden

The two of us were made like it wasn’t enough
I will stop to make up things, alone
There is only the two of us in this world
Wherever here what is colliding whit us?

There is just the two of us, alone

Something Hidden

kharisecario — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 02:15:02 +0000

There’s something in this world that no one has seen before
It is gentle and sweet
Maybe if it could be seen,
Everyone would fight over it
That’s why no one has ever seen it
The world hid it so that no one could get their hands on it easily
However, someday, someone will find it
The person who deserves it the most will definitely find it

Cruel Angel Thesis

kharisecario — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 06:36:19 +0000

Just like the cruel angel
Young boy, become a legend
Even as the tender wind knocks at the door to your heart
You merely look at me and smile
So intent on seeking out that gentle touch
Such innocent eyes,
Still oblivious of your destiny
But somedays,
You are sure to realize that upon your back
Are the wings to fly towards the distant future
The cruel angel thesis
Will soon take flight from the window
With a torrent of intense pathos,
If you are to betray our memories
You, who embrace the heaven and shine,
Young boy, become a legend

psi-missing

kharisecario — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 16:55:49 +0000

Be it the reason i live here
Or be everything i encountered here
Even if it were a different world
No matter where i am,
This feeling won’t be swayed
The pain from the heart getting pierced
That should be directed at those fortunate people with a smiling face
Turn your back on them
Fate beckons the obvious suffering
The trembling feet remember A certainly now
Dreams alone are not enough to protect
Such an unreliable power
I will now see for myself with these hands
No more hestitation

Eternal Outlaws

kharisecario — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 16:54:27 +0000

I thought i was innocent,
But i’m being punished
I didn’t start this,
But i have to finish it somehow
I can’t say i dont know about it,
But i don’t remember taking part in it
I get the feeling my freedom cost me dearly
But I don’t remember sellling my soul cheaply
Hey, hey…
Until I die and say goodbye
No one will ever catch me
You probably don’t know the eternal outlaws
Who wander the distant night

L’INVITATION A NOIR

kharisecario — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 01:21:32 +0000

No matter how big the world is,
There’s only one sky
When I’m separated from my precious person,
Looking up gives me courage
The path I’ve walked until today is now splitting in two
My tears are proof in my heart,
That we’ll meet again one day
Tommorow a new you will be born
Pass through the long night like the rising sun
The continuation of the dream,
Cast aside everything and open your arms
The future is always right before your eyes
I’ll always waiting for you to step ahead
In the world beyond the horizon that I cannot yet see
We will meet again…

I’ll Continue to Believe

kharisecario — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:56:46 +0000

I’ll continue to believe in my one and only feeling
I want to show you i can sill protect it within me
Despite all of my difficulties
I want to keep our promise
Since you are irreplaceable

In this world full of doubt
The answer still hasnt been found
Why can i still go on?

Its because reality is so much like a dream
And if i can change it with my own hands
I’ll continue to believe in my one and only feeling
I want to show you i can sill protect it within me
Despite all of my difficulties
For my irreplaceable someone

I swear to the sound of crashing waves
That i’ll continue running until i burn out

By surviving,
I can feel this promise i want to keep
Within your eternal love

promise of my dream

kharisecario — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 07:56:05 +0000

can i tell u?

in return, promise that you wont tell anyone about it?

lets make a pinky promise

you will swallow a thousand needles if you lie

the funny tales have already overlapped

show both the past and the future to me

i murder you gently and painlessly

forget your sorrows by replacing it with another word

ah, what did i just lost?

my memories started to rot away due to the string of sinful sounds

its imposible to atone for it

just memory of my dreams

i’ve disappeared from this world i desire

the prayers of people will always linger on

Last

kharisecario — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 16:09:30 +0000

Saat pertama aku mengenalmu

Mataku tidak tertuju padamu

Hatiku tidak terpikat olehmu

Hanya sekedar wangi semerbak

yang kemudian membuatku terpesona

aku…

mulai mendekatimu

dan kemudian wangimu semakin kuat

tatkala aku semakin mendekatimu

aku ingin mendekatimu

aku ingin mengenalmu

aku ingin memilikimu

aku ingin bermimpi tentangmu

tatkala terajut sudah setiap titian

benih itupun tumbuh bercabang

dua wangi yang muncul serentak

diiringi harumnya bunga-bunga yang beragam rupa

membuatku kehilangan aroma yang dulu ingin kumiliki

ketika aku teringat kembali wangi yang dulu hilang,

aku tidak menemukannya

meski sudah kucari ke setiap sisi dunia

kucari hingga tempat yang belum pernah ku singgahi

namun, setiap wangi yang ada hanyalah fana

kamu disitu, tapi ia tidak disitu

wangi yang ku nanti

harum yang ku cari

semua tak lagi ada…

sesaat, lalu hilang

tersenyum aku dalam buaiannya

sesaat, lalu pergi

merasakan kerinduan yang teramat sangat padamu

meski telah kucari dalam ribuan bunga

tidak kutemui harum yang serupa denganmu

membuatku bertanya,

apakah kamu benar ada?

Apakah yang dulu aku rasakan?

Jika hanya mimpi,

Aku ingin kembali bermimpi

Terlelap didalamnya

Meski tidak ada lagi hati

Meski tidak ada lagi harapan

Meski tidak ada lagi kebahagiaan

Hanya ada sedikit keinginan

Ada ataupun tiada

Menyimpan perasaan yang tidakkan terbuka

Hingga sampai padamu suatu berita

Meski saat itu,

Kamu tumbuh mekar mewangi

Di suatu taman nun jauh disana

God Knows

kharisecario — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 17:29:20 +0000

I run through with a thirsting heart

I’m sorry, I couldn’t do anything at all

Couldn’t even share your pain

You wouldn’t let me

to live innocently, I never look back

I turn my back and depart on the lonely rail

I’m gonna follow you through

No matter the pain,

Through the darkness of this world if I must

‘Cause you will be there to shine the way

Past the end of the future

Won’t let weakness breakdown my soul

My way, I will bring it all together now

GOD bless the two of us

You were there, I was there,

And everyone else had vanished…

I picture the beauty of this fading dream

while tracing over my scars